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Saturday, December 31, 2005

HEY!! Today is the LAST day of 2005..im excited i cant believe im going to be 16 in march..but i wont be able to get my licence till september..but..hey..im so excited and this is my last entry...so heres my new xanga!:::

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So Long and good bye 2005!

 


Friday, December 30, 2005

...wow..what an idiot i am!

Okay, So my gpa DIDNT die lol.

wow..well..cuz i thought if they took him off the oxygen tank  he'd die.....but..noooo hes going into hospice.. ..which makes me worried too..but..he didnt die yet..so..im sorry lol

..wow what a dumbass..

well on the other hand..i got father of the bride 1!..soooo excited..

spent the night at my parents and stayed up til 3....

<3

Mucho  love,

Style unit

Saw the ringer...i didnt like it.. its not a movie i'd buy..

? HEARTS (love and friendship)

2?: Are you happy about something today?
  yeah..
3?: What about it makes you so happy (or unhappy)? unhappy= my WMP doesnt work =[[ but..i finally talked to jared..
4?: When was the last time you went out with friends? just now lol
5?: When did you last spend time with your family? just today

6?: When was the last time you went on a genuine date? idk dont think i have
7?: When was the last time you kissed someone? summer.....=[ aw thanks alot
8?: When was the last time you had sex? virgin.
9?: When was the last time you told someone you loved them? today
10?: Have you ever been in love? im not sure..sometimes i think i was..sometimes i think i wasnt..but..i kinda think i was
J?: Who knows more about you than anyone else? Leslie
Q?: Who in your family are you closest to? mom
K?: Who is your closest friend? Leslie and Jared
A?: Who do you love, more than anyone? idk

? DIAMONDS (money and success)

2?: What's the first time you ever remember getting money?
when i was little

3?: What did you do with it? spent it
4?: What's the first thing you bought because everyone else was buying it? probably some cd..but not becuz everyone else had it
5?: What was your favorite gift from childhood? my doll house i got when i was 5
6?: What is the most money anyone ever gave you, as a child? idk..
7?: What's your favorite toy from childhood? my house
8?: What car do you drive now? dont drive
9?: Where do you live now? michigan
10?: What's the greatest thing you've ever bought? not sure
J?: What car do you most want? idk
Q?: Where do you most want to live? Im not quite sure.
K?: What luxury (you'll probably never be able to afford) would you most like? pool table
A?: What do you consider the pinnacle of success? happiness.


? SPADES (labor and career)

2?: What was your first job?
havent had one
3?: How much did you make? ^
4?: What was your favorite job? haven't had it yet
5?: Why did you leave it?
6?: Did you further your education after high school? i plan on it
7?: What did you study? idk

8?: What is your current job? passing the 9th grade
9?: How long have you been doing your job?
J?: What do you plan to eventually do? having a family
Q?: If money were no object, what would you do? get everything i wanted then give it away
K?: What's the hardest thing you've ever done? not sure
A?: What's the hardest thing you've ever done, purely out of kindness? gave away  my last peice of gum


? CLUBS (war and conflict)

2?: Are you upset about something?
yeah
3?: Why does it upset you? becuz...memories
4?: Are you not talking to someone? we have to talk. but we try to avoid it
5?: Is someone not talking to you? yeah probably
6?: Were you personally affected by September 11th? no..i was in 5th grade i didnt even know about the twin towers til it crashed down
7?: Has it changed your personal habits? no...
8?: If you were drafted, would you object? yeah
9?: Can you see yourself dying for your country? no
10?: Can you see yourself dying for anything else? my friends..family
J?: What is the worst news you ever received? that my gma died....orrr when i wasnt going to live with my family til i was 18
Q?: When was the last time you cried? yesterday

K?: When was the last time you hit someone? idk
A?: Have you ever genuinely wanted to kill someone? no

i HAVE...
[  ] HAD SEX
[x ] MADE OUT
[  ] HAD A THREESOME
[  ] HAD MORE THAN A THREESOME
[] SMOKED A CIG
[] DONE SOMETHING ILLEGAL
[ ] GOTTEN MARRIED
[x] BEEN ON STAGE
[ x ] KiSSED THE SAME SEX
[x] RIDDEN A HORSE
[x] GONE XMAS SHOPPING AT THE DOLLAR STORE
[  ] GONE GROCERY SHOPPING AT THE DOLLAR STORE
[  ] WENT FISHING AND CAUGHT A HUGE FISH
[x] WENT FISHING AND CAUGHT A PEICE OF TRASH
[  ] HAD A RELATIONSHIP WITH FAMILY 
[  ] NEVER DONE ANYTHING BAD
[x] BROKEN THE LAW
[  ] GOT CAUGHT BY THE POLICE
[  ] GRAFFITIED
[  ] NEVER TOLD A LIE
[  ] DROUPPED OUT OF SCHOOL

i AM...
[  ] GAY
[  ] LESBIAN
[x] STRAIGHT
[x] STUPID
[x] SMART
[  ] TALL
[x] SHORT
[ x ] AVERAGE
[  x] PRETTY
[ x ] UGLY
[x] OK
[  ] ATHLETIC
[  x] AN OUTCAST
[x] A LOSER
[  ] A STONER
[  ] A SLUT
[  ] A POPULAR BITCH
[x] TOTALLY COOL
[x] A VIRGIN
[  ] NOT A VIRGIN
[  ] A PRUDE
[idk what prude is] N0T A PRUDE
[  ] A HIPPY
[  ] A GOTH
[  ] A ROCKER
[  ] A PUNK
[  ] A GANGSTA
[  ] A POP PERSON
[  ] A COUNTRY PERSON

i LiKE...
[x] RAP
[x] ROCK
[x] PUNK
[x] POP
[x] R&B
[x] METAL
[x] JAZZ
[x ] COUNTRY
[x] CLASSICAL
[x] DANCING
[x] SiNGING
[  ] ACTING
[  ] SPORTS
[  ] NOTHING
[x] MY LIFE
[  ] EVERYTHiNG
[  ] THiS SURVEY

Craig
I am currently being/have been abused
I'm an orphan
I love photography
I'm passionate about music
I've been called a stud/hot before

I've cheated on my girlfriend/boyfriend
Someone I know died in a car crash
I live with a stepparent
I have a younger sister
Guys/girls always seem to like me
I'm bipolar
I've gotten a girl pregnant
I've stolen a car
I've tried seeing a stripper

Ashley
I've done drugs before
I've been considered goth
I've been considered a rocker
I play the keyboard
One of my parents is gay
I've been called a prude before
My boyfriend cheated on me

Ellie
I've been considered a punk
I do/have cut myself
I love filming
I've gotten a crush on someone I found out was gay
One of my parents is an alcoholic
One of my parents is fighting in the war
I've gambled

Paige
I'm a cheerleader
I've been raped
My brother's gay
I've dated a student teacher/teacher before
I play the guitar
I'm popular

Spinner
I've been called a bully
I skateboard
I play basketball
I do or have had a prejudice against gays and lesbians (once they hit on me)
I've tried alcohol to solve my problems
I'm obsessed with my car

Jimmy
I play basketball
I've had surgery
My parents are really rich and never home
I've had a really bad breakup with a boyfriend/girlfriend of a long time
I've been involved in a shooting
I am/have been in a wheelchair

Marco
I'm gay
A total stranger has beaten me up
I'm school president
I'm dating/have dated an older guy/girl
I hate bees
I've pretended to like something that a crush liked

Emma
My mom had a teen pregnancy
I have a single parent
My mom has dated my teacher
I've helped out a friend who was getting abused (none of my friends are)
I know someone who has had cancer
I know someone who has survived cancer

My best friend and I had a HUGE fight and now we don't talk to each other
I've given a blowjob
Someone in my family is mentally disabled
Someone in my family has done drugs

Sean
I live with a sibling
I've helped a friend who was getting abused
One of my parents is/was alcoholic
I've been called a bully
I've fought with someone and ended up blinding/deafening/breaking a bone of theirs
I've stopped someone from doing drugs

Manny
My best friend and I had a HUGE fight and now we don't talk to each other
I've been called a slut
I'm a cheerleader
I've gotten pregnant
I've gotten an abortion
I've dated someone who I knew had a girlfriend already
I ice-skate
I've helped a friend who was going to be assaulted

Toby
I've been called a dork
I love computers
I've helped a friend who was going to be assaulted
My parents have gotten a divorce
I've been caught looking at porn by my parents
I've wanted to try drugs
I've tried seeing a stripper

JT
I've been called a class clown
I've been caught looking at porn by my parents
I've helped a friend who was going to be assaulted
I've tried seeing a stripper
I've told a girl/guy I'm gay just so I didn't have to go out with her

Liberty
I've been called a perfectionist
I've been called a nerd
I'm an editor of my school's newspaper
I have a learning disability
I have a hot tub
My dad's too overprotective
A boy/girl has told me he's gay just so he didn't have to go out with me

 

im like craiG

 

01. I have a cell phone.
02. I'm obsessed with new things
03. I'm the youngest child.
04. I am a shopoholic.
05. I love my gauged ears.

06. I love wearing a lot of black eyeliner
07. I love Daquiris.
08. I love the weekends.
09. I can't live without lipgloss.
10. I can't live without music.
11. I lived in Tahoe.
12. I spend money I have.
13. I'll be in college for over 4 years.
14. I love designer handbags
15. I get annoyed easily
16. I eventually want kids.
17. I like the Backsreet Boys.
18. I have more than a couple horrible memories.
19. I'm addicted to Degrassi.
20. I am a person. 
21. My first kiss was unexpected.
22. I start school on Jan 4th or 5th
23. I love taking pictures.
24. I hate girls who are fake.
25. I can be mean when I want to
26. My dreams are bizzare.
27. I am bisexual.
28. I have way too many pairs of shoes. 
29. I've seen "She's All That" at least 50 times
30. I dress how I feel that day.
31. I love Charmed. 
32. Sometimes I cry for almost no reason.
33. I hate when people are ridiculously late.
34. I procrastinate
35. Winter is my least favorite season.
36. I have too many clothes for my closet/dresser.
37. I love to sleep.
38. I wish I were smarter.
39. I am the hottest guy. 
40. I have a lot of drama 
41. No one knows my full story of my life. (cuz i dont lol)
42. I love my hair.
43. I sometimes fight with my parents. 
44. I love the beach!!! 
45. I have had the chicken pox
46. I'm excited for the future.
47. I can't control my emotions.
48. I can't wait till New Year's.
49. I love the show 'Rich Girls' 
50. I love my friends.
51. Christmas is my favorite holiday
52. I can be very insecure sometimes.
53. I have had a broken bone.
54. I hate ignorant people.
55. I love my laptop.
56. I love guys that play the guitar.
57. I state the obvious
.
58. I'm a happy person.
59. I love to dance.
60. I love to sing. 
61. I hate cleaning my room.
62. I tend to get jealous very easily.
63. I like to play video games. 
64. I love John Mayer 
65. I hate when I see animals/people getting hurt/abused. 
66. I'm a vegetarian/vegan/don't eat beef. 
67. I don't like to study for tests.
68. I love Play-Doh.
69. I am too forgiving. 
70. I have a good sense of direction.
71. I like high school.
72. I have a talent of sweet talking my way out of things. 
73. I don't drink enough to get drunk. 
74. I love kisses on the forehead. 
75. I love the color blue
76. I don't sew.
77. I am not addicted to drugs
78. I love the Olsen twins.
79. I'm gonna try out for the softball team.
80. I become stressed easily
81. I hate liars. 
82. I like comfy sweatpants.

83. Bam Margera is AWESOME!!!!!!
84. I love the smell of fresh laundry.
85. I love my family.
86. I don't mind getting shots. 
87. I am a perfectionist when it comes to certain things.
 
88. I always wanted to learn to play the drums. 
89. I hate the feeling of failure
90. I am still a virgin.
91. I would love to have my own fashion line.
92. I can be quite selfish.
93. I still act like a little kid.
 
94. Above all, I despise dishonesty.
95. I can stay on the computer forever
96. I loVe music.
97. I wish I was more motivated when it comes to school.
98. I love getting stuff in the mail.
99. I have problems letting go of people.
100. I hate the feeling of being alone

1. Ever been given a ring? yeah
2. Longest Relationship? 2½ -3  months
3. Last gift you received: sweater, photoframe and a note
4. How many times have you dropped your cell today?: none
5. Last sport you played? vball
6. Things you spend a lot of money on? food..liquids
7. Things you ate last? sherbert
8. First thing you notice about the opposite sex? face & body
9. One favorite song: punk rock princess. ..some thing corperate
10. Where do you live? MI
11. High school you attend(ed): PHS
12. Cell phone service provider: t-mobile
13. Favorite mall store: hot topic
14. Longest Job held: i've never had one
15. Do you own a pair of dice?: yeah
16. Do you prank call people? yeah..but like 1 every couple months
17. Last wedding attend? no idea
18. First friend you'd call if you won the lottery? leslie
19. Last time you attended church: last year
20. Favorite fast food restaurant: no clue
21. Biggest lie you have heard? kyle arndt.."yeah i made out with a couple of girls today..it was nice" bull shit
22. Vacation Spot: ?
23. Where's your favorite place to eat with friends:whatever is good at the moment
24. Can you cook? sure
25. What car do you drive? none
26. Best kisser? idk
27. Last time you cried? im sick of answering this.for now on..if i answered it..im not saying it again
28. Most hated food: seafood...mushrooms
29. Thing you like most about yourself: not sure
30. Thing you hate most about yourself: my face
31. Person you want to do? as in...
32. Longest shift you have worked at a job? --
33. Favorite Movie? too many
34. Can you sing? yeah, just not well
35. Last concert attended? none
36. Last kiss? --
37. Last movie rented?: idk
38. Favorite Alcoholic drink? idk
39. Thing you never leave home without...  my purse


Wednesday, December 28, 2005

Friends, Peers, and Enemies:

1. My best friend: Leslie and Jared
2. Best guy/chick friend: idk.. lol
3. Worst person ever: I cant think of anyone
4. This one moved: gabby, niki, tiffany..naramor..jake..jamal
5. S/he is okay: meee! Lol..um idk
6. My worst enemy: don’t have one
7. The backstabber: not sure
8. S/he's always there: Jared and Leslie…
9. I go to him/er when I'm down: ^
10. Best all around: all of em!

 

Basic Stuff
1. What is your full name?
2. Where do you live?
3. What are your hobbies?
4. What color is your hair? Brown and Black
5. What color are your eyes?
6. Name all the places you have lived: Grand Ledge, Lansing and Pville
7. How tall are you?

Sports Stuff
1. What is your favourite sport to play?  VOlleyball
2. What is your favourite sport to watch?  Basketball or football
3. What are your favourite sports teams? idk
4. Who are your favourite athletes? Idk
5. Name all the sports that you have ever played on a team. Soccer, Bball, volleyball, track, softball, marching band, dance

Family Stuff
1. Do you have any siblings? If so, what are their names? Jason
2. Are your parents together or seperated? together
3. Do you enjoy spending time with your family? sometimes
4. What is your favourite thing to do with your family? idk

School Stuff
1. What is your favourite subject? Not sure..
2. Do you enjoy going to school? Yeah but not having to get up..and do the hw
3. Who is your favourite teacher? Why? I don’t have one in HS..but Ms. C was my fav middle school teacher
4. Who is your least favourite teacher? Why? Mrs. Lyman and mr. manning…Mrs.lyman is just crazy and Mr.manning uses his smarts toward ppl in a bad way
5. What is the best trip you have ever gone on with a school group? festival

Religious Stuff
1. Do you believe in god? yeah
2. Do you go to church? no
3. How many times a day do you pray?  0
4. How does your religion affect you? .it doesnt

Love Stuff
1. Do you have a crush on anyone? If so, who? Jared
2. Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? If so, who? nope
3. Have you ever been in love?  I think I might have. But didn’t get loved back
4. What do you think love is? Not sure
5. Have you ever kissed anyone? Heck yes =]]
6. Name all the people you have ever liked/crushes: Oh. I’ll try ta. Jared, Alex, Lee, Tim, Jarrod, Jacob little, chad, bryce, sam clay, jake, matt holley (..wow), kace, scott savage, caleb, kyle, aaron lantrip, RJ, andy, braNDON,aaron from ER, eli, matt s…I think that’s it

Time Stuff
1. What is your favourite thing to do in your spare time? A
LOT OF THINGs
2. Do you have a lot of spare time? depends
3. What do you spend most of your time doing?  WHY THE HELL DO YOU WANNA KNOW? WANNA KNOW SO DAMN BAD THAN CALL

Friends Stuff
1. Who is your best friend? Jared and leslie
2. Do you switch friends quite often? yeah
3. Would you rather have a couple very close friends or lots of just friends? close
4. Do you wish you had more friends? no
5. What is your favourite thing to do with your friends?  Hang out

Other Stuff
1. Have you ever done something that you totally regretted later? yeah
2. What is the craziest thing you have ever done? The hell if I know
3. What is the funniest thing you have ever done? HAHAHA WHEN I FELL IN THE BATHROOM! Lmao…………….=]]
4. What is the most embarrassing thing that has ever happened to you? …not sure
5. What was the most difficult thing that you have gone through? My gpa and g ma dieing within a month..its been hard

Best
1. male friend: Jared
2. female friend: Leslie
3. vacation: cedar point in 7th
4. memory: not sure

Worst
1. Hair style: idk
2. Day of the week: Monday
3. Fear: dieing a slow and painful death
4. Memory: not sure
5. Girlfriend/boyfriend: kyle..

Last
1. Person you talked on the phone with: my mom
2. Kiss: not sure
3. Hug: parents
4. Email: idk
5: IM: sam clay


Firsts
1. Serious bf or gf: Lee
2. Car: …
3. School: grand ledge
4. Job: …
5. Kiss: Jake..on the lips…lee on the cheek

Right Now
1. What are you doing now:  taking this survey
3. Wearing: my fob shirt with my star and moon pants
4. Time you woke up: 8.20 am
5. General Mood: tired

Tomorrow
1. Is: thursday
2. Got any plans? Not sure
3. Goal: to sleep in
4. Dislikes about tomorrow: my uncle says were going to work….plus my gpa dies =[
5. Do you have work?  ..maybe

Favorite
1. Number: 32
2: Song: not sure
3. Color: pink
4. Season: spring
5. State: mi?


Currently
1. Rather be: watching movie
2. Crushing on anyone? yeah
3. Talking to any one: yeah
4. Mood: tired

10 Firsts:
First Best Friend: Anna
First Screen Name: the hell if I remember
First Pet: my hamster..i think brownie
First Piercing: ear
First Crush: Jacob little or chad
First Music: I don’t remember
First Car: HJDSK H;
First REAL LOVE: Jarrod…(?)
First school: Grandledge
First House Location: GL


9 Lasts:
Last time you smoked weed: …haven’t ever
Last thing you ate: caramel kisses
Last Car Ride: parents
Last Movie In theatres: HP4
Last Phone Call: I made?
Last CD Played: MCR
Last bubble bath: awhile ago
Last Song You Heard: idk

8 Have You Evers:
Have You Ever Dated One Of Your Best Friends: no
Have You Ever Been Arrested: no
Have You Ever Skinny Dipped: ^
Have You Ever Been on TV: yeahhh
Have You Ever Kissed Someone and Then Regretted It: no
Have You Ever been on a blind date: ^
Have You Ever been out of the country: ^

7 Things You're Wearing:
1.Bra
2.underwear
3.pad
4.pj pants
5.fob shirt
6.nail polish
7….


6 Things You've Done Today:
1.Cry
2.talk on phone
3.slept on love sac
4. ate
5.practicedd
6. was sick

5 favorite things In No Particular Order:
1.cd player
2.music
3. friends
4.kitties
5.family

4 People that u Can Tell Anything to:
1.leslie
2. jared
3. quinn
4. b-unit

3 Choices:
1.
Houston or New Orleans: houston
2. relationships or friends with benefits: rrelationship
3.
University of Alabama or University of Tennessee: Alabama


2 Things You Want to Do Before you die:
1. sky dive
2. make out in the rain/with pop rocks

1 Person that you Love:
1. everyone =]]

a n g e r section

do you have a quick temper?: yeah sometimes
what do you do when you're mad?: try and be alone
what's the worst thing you've done when you were mad?: yell at my parents...
if you can take back time, would you have done this?:  done what? 
ever made anyone cry when you were mad?:  yeah
ever physically hurt someone when you were mad?: no

do you curse when you're mad?: sometimes

c r y i n g section.

when was the last time you really cried your heart out?: 11.17
ever cried yourself to sleep?: nope
ever cried on your friend's shoulder?: Yep
ever cried over the opposite sex?: yep
do you cry when you get an injury?: if it really hurts

do certain songs make you cry? no
can you make yourself cry?: no

p a i n section.

what's the hardest thing you've ever had to go through?: my gma deing.. or when i moved to my aunts..

 what's the worst thing you've done to yourself?: I dunno...
what's the worst thing you've done to somebody else?:said mean stuff, make them cry, make em feel bad ..
ever had a painful break up?: yeah
what about the old 'pain for pleasure'?: nah
how depressed can you get?:  very..usually at home tho
do you inflict pain on yourself?: whats that mean?

h a p p y section.

are you normally a happy person?: most of the time
what can make you happy?:  people..music

do you wish you were happier?: only when I'm sad
what makes you the happiest?:  being w/ people I love
is being happy overrated?:  no
what about being with your friends, does that make you happy?: make me laugh

 can music make you happy?:  sometimes

l o v e section.

how many times have you had your heart broken?:   alot
do you still have feelings for any of your old significant others?:  emm...yeah a lil

have you ever loved someone so much, that you'd die for them?: yeah probably 
did you ever love a guy, tell them that, and only got 'thanks' as a reply?: no
ever loved someone so much, it hurt and made you cry?: yeah
has anyone besides your friends and family ever said 'i love you' to you?:  Yes.
ever stopped a relationship because they didn't say 'i love you'?: no

h a t e section.

who do you actually hate?: no one..

ever made a hit list?:  nope but your at the top!
have you ever been on a hit list?:  idfk
are you a mean bully?: no
do you hate any one that breaks your heart?:  yeah
do you hate George Bush?: ....he hates black ppl! of course i hate him


s e l f - e s t e e m section.

is your self-esteem extremely low?: sometimes
do you believe in yourself?: sometimes
when people say they think you are pretty, do you deny you are?:  sometimes
are you one of those idiots that think they are ugly, dumb, and fat?:    HECK YES. =]] im proud to be one of those idiots..thank ya very much
ever wanted to kill yourself because you thought you weren't good enough?: yeah
are you happy with who you are?:  sometimes
do you wish you can be someone else?: no

Appearance
[x] I am shorter than 5'4.
[x] I think I'm ugly sometimes.
[x] I have many scars.
[x] I tan easily.
[x] I wish my hair was a different color.
[x] I have friends who have never seen my natural hair color.
[] I have a tattoo.
[x] I am self-conscious about my appearance.
[x] I have/I've had braces.
[] I wear glasses.
[X] I would get plastic surgery if it were 100 safe, free of cost, and scar-free.
[X] I've been told I'm attractive by a complete stranger.
[x] I have more than 2 piercings
[] I have piercings in places besides my ears
[] I have freckles.

Family/Home Life
[x] I've sworn at my parents.
[] I've run away from home.
[] I've been kicked out of the house.
[x] My biological parents are together.
[] I have a sibling less than one year old.
[x] I want to have kids someday.
[] I've had children.
[] I've lost a child.

School/Work
[x] I'm in school
[] I have a job.
[x] I've fallen asleep at work/school.
[X] I almost always do my homework.
[x] I've missed a week or more of school.
[X] I've been on the Honor Roll within the last 2 years.
[] I failed more than 1 class last year...
[] I've stolen something from my job
[] I've been fired.
[] I've skipped school.

Embarrasment
[x] I've slipped out a "lol" in a spoken conversation.
[x] Disney movies still make me cry.
[x] I've peed from laughing.
[x] I've snorted while laughing.
[x] I've laughed so hard I've cried.
[x] I've glued my hand to something
[x] I've laughed till some kind of beverage came out of my nose.
[] I've had my pants rip in public

Health
[x] I was born with a disease/impairment.
[x] I've gotten stitches.
[] I've broken a bone.
[] I've had my tonsils removed.
[] I've sat in a doctors office with a friend.
[] I've had my wisdom teeth removed.
[] I had a serious surgery.
[x] I've had chicken pox.

Traveling
[x] I've driven over 200 miles in one day.
[] I've been on a plane.
[x] I've been to Canada.(water)
[] I've been to Mexico.
[] I've been to Niagara Falls.
[] I've been to Japan.
[] I've Celebrated Mardi Gras in New Orleans.
[] I've been to Europe.
[] I've been to Africa.

Experiences
[x] I've gotten lost in my city.
[x] I've seen a shooting star.
[x] I've wished on a shooting star
[x] I've seen a meteor shower.
[x] I've gone out in public in my pajamas.
[] I've pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[x] I've kicked a guy where it hurts...
[] I've been to a casino.
[] I've been skydiving.
[] I've gone skinny dipping.
[x] I've played spin the bottle.
[] I've drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour.
[] I've crashed a car.
[] I've been skiing.
[x] I've been in a play.
[x] I've met someone in person from the internet.. (duh..everyone at school!)
[x] I've caught a snowflake on my tongue.
[x] I've seen the Northern Lights.
[X] I've sat on a roof top at night.
[x] I've played chicken.
[x] I've played a prank on someone.
[] I've ridden in a taxi.
[] I've seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show.
[] I've eaten Sushi.
[x] I've been snowboarding.

Relationships
[x] I'm single
[] I'm in a relationship.
[] I'm engaged.
[] I'm married.
[] I've gone on a blind date.
[] I've been the dumpee more than the dumper.
[x] I miss someone right now.
[X] I have a fear of abandonment.
[x] I've cheated in a relationship. ..if holding your hand while dancing with another guy counts
[] I've gotten divorced
[x] I've had feelings for someone who didn't have them back.
[x] I've told someone I loved them when I didn't.
[x] I've told someone I didn't love them when I did.
[x] I've kept something from a past relationship.

Sexuality
[] I've had a crush on someone of the same sex
[] I've had a crush on a teacher.
[x] I am a cuddler.
[] I've been kissed in the rain.
[x] I've hugged a stranger.
[x] I have kissed a stranger.

Honesty/Crime
[dont remember] I've done something I promised someone else I wouldn't.
[x] I've done something I promised myself I wouldn't.
[x] I've snuck out of my house.
[] I have lied to my parents about where I am.
[x] I am keeping a secret from the world.
[x] I've cheated while playing a game.
[x] I've cheated on a test.
[] I've run a red light [i don't drive.]
[] I've been suspended from school.
[] I've witnessed a crime.
[] I've been in a fist fight.
[] I've been arrested.
[] I've shoplifted.

Drugs/Alcohol
[X] I've consumed alcohol.
[] I regularly drink.
[] I've passed out from drinking.
[] I have passed out drunk at least once in the past 6 months.
[] I've smoked weed
[] I've taken painkillers when I didn't need them.
[] I've eaten shrooms.
[] I've popped E.
[] I've inhaled Nitrous.
[] I've done hard drugs.
[X] I have cough drops when I'm not sick.
[x] I can't swallow pills.
[] I can swallow about 5 pills at a time no problem
[] I have been diagnosed with clinical depression.
[x] I shut others out when I'm depressed.
[] I take anti-depressants.
[] I'm anorexic or bulimic.
[x] I've slept an entire day when I didn't need it.
[] I've hurt myself on purpose.
[] I'm addicted to self harm.
[x] I've woken up crying.

Death and Suicide
[x] I'm afraid of dying.
[x] I hate funerals.
[] I've seen someone dying.
[x] Someone close to me has attempted suicide.
[] Someone close to me has committed suicide.
[] I've planned my own suicide.
[] I've attempted suicide.
[] I've written a eulogy for myself.

Materialism
[X] I own over 5 rap CDs.
[] I own an iPod or MP3 player.
[] I have an unhealthy obsession with anime/manga.
[] I own multiple designer purses, costing over $100 a piece.
[x] I own something from Hot Topic.
[X] I own something from Pac Sun.
[] I collect comic books.
[] I own something from The Gap.
[] I own something I got on e-bay.
[] I own something from Abercrombie.

Political/Social Attitudes
[x] In general, I don't like people.
[half] I'm a feminist.
[x] I'm outgoing.
[] I listen to political music.
[] I'm a Democratic.
[] I'm a Republican.
[] I'm liberal.
[] I'm religious.
[x] I dress fairly modestly.
[] My attitude is, "If you've got it, flaunt it."

Random
[] I can sing well.
[] I've stolen a tray from a fast food restaurant.
[eh...] I open up to others easily.
[] I watch the news.
[] I don't kill bugs.
[x] I hate hearing songs that sacrifice meaning for the sake of being able to rhyme.
[] I curse regularly.
[x] I sing in the shower.
[] I am a morning person.
[] I paid for my cell phone ring tone.
[] I'm a snob about grammar.
[] I am a sports fanatic.
[] I twirl my hair
[x] I have "x"s in my screen name.
[x] I love being neat
[] I love Spam
[] I've copied more than 30 CD's in a day
[x] I bake well.
[X] My favorite color is either white, yellow, pink, red or blue.
[x] I would wear pajamas to school.
[] I like Martha Stewart
[x] I know how to shoot a gun
[x] I am in love with love.
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS.
[x] I laugh at my own jokes.
[] I eat fast food weekly.
[X] I believe in ghosts.
[x] I am online 24/7, even as an away message.
[x] I've not turned anything in and still got an A in a certain class.
[x] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room.
[x] I am really ticklish.
[X] I love white chocolate
[x] I bite my nails.
[x] I play video games.
[x] I'm good at remembering faces.
[x] I'm good at remembering names
[x] I'm good at remembering dates.
[x] I have no idea what I want to do for the rest of my life.
[x] My answers are totally honest


Wow..AM i tired..lol Last nighty poo lmao.I stayed at leslies.  we stayed up till 2 something and we slept on her love sac..woke up at 8:20..i was soo mad..i was tired lol.hm. yeah had practice at 9..got out a 12..first hour of practice sucked..Last night i went with les,ma and kel to Cici's for Their christmas dinner with Tre'lee and her mom.it was funny..but it kinda made me sad cuz she kept talking about jarrod..reminded me of things..=[[. then we went to Target..got a few things..took some picture..ill have them on here in over a month lmao. um...then we went to see HP in IMAX..woot. it was pretty loud lol..got out at 12 something..then came here.

well i got nothing to do tomorrow and friday and maybe sat...depends on if i have a ride home or not from jared..so if you wanna hang out call..i might wanna see dick and jane tomorrow at charlotte..let me know if you wanna go. =]]

mucho love from the west sidee,

 

 

***Edit....well..I got some good news...hopefully  i can go to jareds party...

Bad news...i know alotta you told me you hope my gpa gets better...well..he is..but in a different way..Tomorrow morning there taking out all the cords and his oxygen tank....which means..hes going to be dead by 9:05 ...i started to cry a lil bit when i got off the phone...leslie was making it worse..i was trying to hold it in soo bad..but..i was suppose to stay the night and go to saginaw..but were not..so..i didnt..and plus my dad was making me really stressed..and i need to be alone for a while..wow..

50 Stereotypes about girls....
x the ones that apply to you.

[x] 1. we love axe body spray
[x] 2. we're as afraid of you as you are of us
[x] 3. we try to impress you most of the time
[  ] 4. we flirt a lot if we like you
[ ] 5. we flirt a lot. period.
[ ] 6. the only things we like more than you are accessories/clothes
[ ] 7. we dont understand "guy talk"[do guys have guy talk?]
[x] 8. we LOVE hugs
[x] 9. we hate it when you're ignorant
[x] 10. we're not that girly all the time
[
] 11. we hate hardcore action movies
[x ] 12. we giggle 24/7
[ x]13. we are scared of almost anything
[x ] 14. we don't always like the "tall dark and handsome" guy
[ ] 15. AIM is our life
[X] 16. you see our xanga layout? its our 865412875th one
[x] 17. we are often self concious
[x] 18. our personalities change in high school
[x] 19. we have celebrity crushes
[ ] 20. we're scared of clowns
[ x] 21. and we're scared of the dark
[X] 22. and we're scared of spiders
[ ] 23. we HATE horror movies
[X] 24. we're not sluts!!!
[xxxxxxxxxxxx] 25.we sometimes take things a lot more seriously than we should
[x] 26. we run around our house in baggy shirts and our underwear
[x] 27. during sleep overs, we talk about the guys we'd go out with
[ x] 28. we aren't very athletic
[ ] 29. we trust you more than our girl friends (sometimes)
[ ] 30. we are conceited, we just don't like to admit it
[x ] 31. we cover ourselves in foundation
[xx] 32. no matter how nice we are, we CAN be mean
[x] 33. we love being scared
[x] 34. cuddling is our specialty
[] 35. we LOVE cars
[x ] 36. we hate a lot of people
[ ] 37. we cat fight...ANYTIME
[x] 38. we scream when we're mad
[ ] 39. we squeal when we break a nail
[x(haha les..my cd player)] 40. we BREAK things when we're mad
[ ] 41. we love to talk about our boobs
[ ] 42. the food in expensive resturaunts always tastes better
[x] 43. bubble baths soothe us
[x] 44. when we dont know what to say on the phone, we sigh (Or just dont talk..but usually im the one to talk the most)
[ ] 45. we are serious people...most of the time
[x] 46. our hair is part of who we are
[X] 47. we can eat a lot!!!
[ ] 48. we hate cartoons
[ ] 49. our cell phones are our best friend
[x]50. we LOVE the color pink


Tuesday, December 27, 2005

Hey I just got back..ill tell you what..my new fav breakfast thing is those bacon egg and cheese mcgriddles..mmm those are gooddd...=]] But..Yeah yesterday i went to saginaw..it wasnt too bad..But my gma stayed in the intensive care place over night so we had my grandparents place to our selves..it was really quiet..i went to bed really early..10ish..woke up at 8  lol i was expecting 10..but my gpa is okay..hell get better than hell get worse..but he reminded me of a baby..so helpless and small..he can talk and everything..not very well tho..i can bearly understand him..he has so many things in his body..they said if he left he would die.. so..thats sad.there not feeding him anymore..becuz it all goes to his lungs..and he has something open in his throat and he got namonia. i guess he doesnt have good memory? but idk its really sad..hes in alot of pain.. made me want to cry..

<3

Crystal

goth

[ ] i normally dress from head-to-toe in black.
[x] my nails are almost always painted black
[ ] i listen to metal most of the time
[] i (used to) slit my wrists
[] suicide sounds interesting, as does death
[ ] i have visited the guidance counselor at school numerous times, but my teachers made me do it
[x] i don't care.
[ ] people refer to me at school as "the gothic kid"
total out of ten: 2

prep

[ x] i love pink!!
[ ] hollister, ae, abercrombie, are my stores of choice
[X (not to much)] i use the terms "like" and "oh my god" many times per day
[ ] i use so much hairspray, there's an ozone hole over my house.
[] my parents are constantly telling me to get off the phone
[x] i call kids "posers"
[ ] if gossipping was an Olympic sport, i would place in the top 3
[ ] band geeks are losers
[ x (but never work out)] i always have plans for the weekends
[ ] my hands and feet are permanently manicured/pedicured
Total out of 10: 4

band geek

[x] i know all of the notes to marching band songs like "September"
[havent told anyone lol] i tell people proudly that i am indeed a band geek.
[ ] i practice my instrument at least once a day
[x] you can't imagine a world without band
[x] oh, the wonderful band memories!
[x] i can play my instrument standing up, because i have cool marching band powers like that.
[] i take my music folder with me to lunch to brag to the orchestra dorks about how much cooler the band music is
[x] the high point of the year isn't going to dorney park; its playing the music for my own pleasure
[x] i understand what the phrase "running down the hall in heels" really means to those of us at the last concert
[ ] you can proudly declare, "SOLOIST COMING THROUGH" and avoid the sneers and stares
Total out of ten: 6

ADD kid

[X ] i'm always tapping my feet and such
[x ] everybody thinks i'm an annoying son of a bitch
[ ] i do take ritalin, thank you very much.
[x..some of em] all of my friends are like me
[ ] all of my teachers hate me
[ ] i would rather be in gym than any other class, only because i can't get in trouble for running around like a moron
[x] i doodle on all my assignments
[x] i space out during class
[x] i'm way too impatient
[ ] i give people headaches
total out of 10: 6

jock

[ ] i'm miserably failing half my classes
[ ] ...and the only reason i care is because i know if i fail, i can't play sports
[ ] i'm addicted to sports
[ ] i commonly use terminology like, "dude" and other unknowledgeable guttural human noises
[x] i didn't understand half of that last question
[ ] all the girls like me
[ ] i normally am used to having parties and such
[ ] what can i say, people love me
[ ] football rocks
[ x(usedto)] the PE teacher loves me
total out of ten: 2

hippie

[] vegetarians rock, man
[ ] i smoke weed
[ ] my hair is long..and i'm a friggin guy
[x] make love, not war
[X] save the whales and other animals
[ ] i belong to greenpeace
[ ] i know what greenpeace is
[x] buck fush
[ ] violence is not the answer
[ ] i believe that living without electricity would not be so bad, exdept for a few necessities

total out of 10: 3

Haha so..im a band geek and add kid..=]



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